She is my Valentine


Across the heights of that love peak

I grasp my hands to climb up the huge mountain.

My heart ponders for a gal who can love and understand me,

Holds my hands and support me in the doughty situations.

It is not because of my fear about this inadvertent life,

But some rather hopes in the present age.

Sooner or later a harsh fact astounds in my ears that,

It will be bit hard time for me to find someone like HER.

Anticipation


When I met her for the first time,

She was just a stranger for me.

We were unable to talk,

Or have a keen sight towards each other in that instant.

Her agile beauty finally attracts me like a magnet,

Keeps me in her dreams as a hornet,

Not like an attacker,

But like a refreshing soul mate.

The days and years passed in the wings of time flow.

I propose her with an enlightening hope.

My heart breaks and withers under her intricate reply,

Longing back to the day when she realizes it.

A Volition for Love: Part 2!

Note: My apologies for the delay in posting the 2nd part of this series! Since I was little busy in dealing with some personal concerns, couldn’t  update it in the exact schedule though. I would like to share this story in a countable number of parts, so that you can read it within a short span of time and get the contents at its max depth. Hope you all will enjoy reading it and the 3rd part is on the way.Those who haven’t read the first part can check that out here:

* https://myindividualinsights.wordpress.com/2012/09/07/a-volition-for-love-part-1/


“I had never thought of falling from being single in to a relationship, even though I had got enough proposals from my school as well our college. It would be a harsh rebound for you that, during the last academical year, one among your friends had a CRUSH on me and he was supposed to hear the same response that you wish to hear from me right now with much hope. Let us be friends, dude! It’s a matter of fact that yours is a PURE natural CRUSH, a teenage guy can have on a gal. Hence I’m not taking this as a serious note from you and please don’t disturb me with this kind of requests.”
Take care,
Christina.

He got a text message from an unknown number by the late night on that special day! With the much awaited action, he suddenly called back to that number from which he had got the text message.

“BEEPS….. BEEPS…. The number you are calling is currently switched OFF! Please do call again later.”

“Oh my god! You are an IDIOTIC savior of mine, who don’t have any dignity on me always. Is this a “fight to the finish” gaming or something going on in between us? Mine isn’t just a CRUSH or INFATUATION and I don’t know how to prove it in front of her. I’m really gasping out under a forge of excess perturbs from her. I can’t respire anymore under the damn crappy circumstantial worst situation like this”, Mike thought.

That night was just a crusty one for him. He couldn’t sit or stand or can have a nap at least all because of the stabbing turbid situation, which was supposed to face on that night. His phone continuously showed notifications for the received calls from his mates, who all are just utter OFFAL clusters for him at that instant. Mike went out alone on his wheeler to the pub for some relief and had excess sips of highly addictive stuffs, which he hadn’t drunk yet.  While taking his 7th sip, Mike took the mobile from his pocket to check out the number from which he had received the text, since his eagerness to know the fact behind this was at its PEAK. But that activity misleads to expel a message in front of his mobile screen, which shows 13 missed calls from the same number! He called back again and the reply was the same one, when he called her for  the first time.


“Holy Crap, this time too… Committing SUICIDE would be FAR FAR better than facing these dilapidated unconditional objections! I really hate this damn crap flusters”  

It was almost 3 ‘o’ clock in the morning by that time! He went back to home with a decision that, this day would be an indiscernible one for him. For what purpose she had called me back? Why she isn’t responding for my calls? Did she call me to convey the same info that was shared via the text message? A wide variety of queries came to his mind, which don’t have any placid answers to refrain with him. Let it be a positive or negative end, Mike mauve it with a POSITIVE attitude for the survival of his affection by meeting her at college on today.

*To be continued…..!

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Thanks,
Rahul

A Volition for Love: Part.1!

“I don’t know what actually I’m going to tell! This is something which I can’t stop thinking about for the last 2 weeks and one among the worst situations I had ever faced. Moments with hysterical thoughts are kicking me!”

He was fully OUT with vagary mind of visuals and conclusions in approaching his gal-friend (even-though he didn’t spoke to her yet), but dreaming about ANYTHING is always a retinue to achieve SOMETHING NEW.

“Hurrah…..! The one and only way through which I could approach her is the “Classic-Romantic” letter writing itself. But this is 21st century with highly extended mobile technology you know? A pakka TECHNOLOGY included LOVE-AGE for guys or gals of my age! Or else will it be something WEIRD that I’m going to do? I couldn’t ask her mobile number since we didn’t have a mutual-contact yet. What about the vehement serving FACEBOOK? I couldn’t find any gal with that name in the world-renowned social-network! What’s this Mr. Mark Zuckerberg? What would be the reason behind her disappearance on your wide sedulous network? So the most apt choice I could make her know about my crush will be this letter writing bludgeon only.”

Hence he decided to go for the old “SYSTEMIC WAY” of proposing a gal!

Dear UNKNOWN GAL,

I’m a guy, who is deeply in love with you for the past 2 weeks! I’m bit shy in revealing my name, since I’m having much FEAR regarding your response. I wish this isn’t a CRUSH or INFATUATION from a TEENAGE guy to an ABOVE-AVERAGE looking gal of the same age. The look on your eyes sometimes betrays my other actions and I don’t want to spear my frisky time and wait forever like a mad guy either. I’m just intensively shy around you. The desire I have on you is so avid though! You are the only person responsible for this and must have a deeply extended thought for an apt decision. I never want to push your boundaries or flaccidly focusing at you, but I don’t need to let the silence take us both away from this feeling. How could not I love you? You had already engraved into my heart! You are the freckle of my palm! I will be always there to love and care you, sweet heart. I couldn’t control myself, whenever you are in-front of me.
“When two souls, which have sought each other for, however long in the throng, have finally found each other …a union, fiery and pure as they themselves are… begins on earth and continues forever in heaven.”

This union is love, “true love”… a religion, which deifies the loved one, whose life comes from devotion and passion, and for which the greatest sacrifices are the sweetest delights.This is the love, which you inspire in me… Your soul is made to love with the purity and passion of angels; but perhaps it can only love another angel, in which case I must tremble with apprehension. This is too WEIRD and I’m highly INSANE about you, so that I could not even think about a life without out you, dear. Hence I kindly REQUEST you to grant me the PERMISSION for a LIFE-LONG entry into your sacred HEART forever. 😀 🙂

With Love,
Mike

So the letter is ready and he handled it to her on the next day, when she was on her way back to home from the college! With an agile face, she said that dormant fact and gave back the letter to him. He felt, something strange had happened within that short-span of time and the occurrence of HELL-DOOR’s way aside him. 

                                   To be continued……….!

Thanks,
Rahul

Unaccustomed Relationship

Disclaimer: All the characters appearing in this work are fictitious. Any resemblance to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. 😀 😛

It was his first day at Degree College, where a bunch of freakish guys and young good-looking gals were waiting at the common visitor’s room for their names to be called by the attendant, who is a fatty middle-aged man. Since the Principle of the College wasn’t able to reach there by the exact scheduled time for admission procedures, most of them start aiming simply here and there for long. Some of them had a keen look on their mobile phones for texting or browsing related activities and parents besides them was eagerly waiting for the arrival of the Head of the Institute. Few of the young-looking teenage guys were in hurry for making contacts with the new beautiful girls, with whom they are gonna have some progressive changes at –least in the days coming by the way. 😉 Suddenly our hero, Ram came into the scene with a convenient attitude as he knows that, most of them sitting out there were in an inclement mood. He couldn’t resist his mischievous and rough character, so that he starts shouting at the attendant for delay in starting the admission procedures. It was during that instant, one among the guardian (who can’t control his temper) of a gal sitting near to him rises ahead and joined with this guy for the compatible objections against the authority. Actually, if that condition worsens further, definitely Ram would go for the lick against that fatty college staff. But the moment when he saw that gal, who sat behind her Papa leads to the fall of a lovely ripple on his heart. Even though, the ratty talks goes in between her dad and the staff member, Ram was in a forlorn situation where he can’t spell or take a step ahead in-front of her. It was his first ablaze crush met by him on a gal. She looks to be having a good attitude, character and the most important reason for his crush over her was the silence and shyness of that beautiful angel itself. Finally, the Principle came after a prolonged intricate conditions, which was going over there. Without much delay, they begins the admission related procedures and the mental destruction happens for Ram became highly obscene after sometime. He was INSANE enough for being a part of her in his whole life within that short span of time. The most interesting interjection was his instructional make-ups of life regarding that angel, who is still personally unknown for him. But his determination and thoughts about her leads up to the level of getting married and he interjects those dreams while thinking about her dad. Anyway, both of them earned their confirmation pass for the administration related department course on that same day and left with a symbolic return to their new college.


The innovative academic year begins within 2 weeks by the end of admission related procedures. It was by the 17th day of our hero’s day at college, he had an adjustable talk with our heroine when she was on her way back to home. He was a regular follower of her by the end of evening class sessions though.

He: “Hello! I guess you have completed your schooling at Bhavans( a prominent school in Kerala), uh? 😛 (Just to have a start-up talk with her, he begins with that musty query)

She: Nope, I was a Choician (Another school from Kerala).

He: Oho! Okay. I had seen a junior gal of your appearance at Bhavans during my +2 grade level and just mentioned it with you. 😛 😀 Anyway, I’m Ram from Kochi. And you?


She: I’m Namitha from Kochi itself. May I ask you a query, which has a prominent relevance in the current situation?

He: Eh? Excuse me! I didn’t get you. What do you mean?

She: Are you kidding me? I know what kind of relationship you are actually expecting from me.

He: Means?

She: Hey! Do you want to date me?

He: I……! I’m……… (He can’t even have a normal breath after hearing this soaked response from her)

She: Hey, I’m seriously asking you! Do you have any sort of mentality like that to me?

He: Umhhh…! Shall we have a cup of tea from the canteen please?

She: Haha! Why not? Come on dude! 😀

[They came to college canteen and she ordered 2 cups of tea, since Ram was in dreary mood to speak something.]


She: Hey Ram! You didn’t tell me. I don’t have enough time to spare out here. It’s already late now. I have to go back to home soon.

He: Okay! I’m also not interested in continuing this rubbish flirting talks in between us. In fact, I’m truly in love with you, Namitha. I know each and everything about you by observing you for all these days and couldn’t resist myself being without you in my life. This is not just an infatuation, but something which can be comparable with a true love. Trust me dear. 🙂

She: I can understand your feelings, dude! But this is all because of your present age, Ram. Let me think about it in detail and will give you my response as soon as possible. Don’t feel bad even if my response is a negative one for you. Okay?

He: Yeah, take your-own time, Namitha. Don’t hesitate to tell me, even if the response is a negative one.

She: Yeah, sure!


The twist that happens later on their story was, she gives a positive response to our hero and he dated her for the whole 3 years of college life. Later, they got married too. It was after the marriage, some fluctuations stares at their life as some sort of inferiority complexes and voids on their gregarious conditions. And someway, it finally ends up with a divorce though.


“We will not able to love or care about anymore all because of the reason that, our personalities and nature are extremely indifferent to each other”, a wacky explanation from both of them.

This is one among the major harsh fact for those who shifts their dating to a relationship or marriage scheme. This is just a tale, which reveals the rustles aspects in a dating, which gets converted to a  life-time relationships. I couldn’t say that, love marriage is always a failure. Exceptions would be there, but still I have seen a number of my unexpected pals who fell into “Dating–>Marriage” relationship and finally ended up with a break-up (Divorce). The same aspects are occurring in arranged marriages too. But it will be in a different way through reputation, wealth, vocation and all of a family. As the person is supposed to marry a gal will be chosen by his beloved parents or relatives on the basis of culture, background or profession only. Hence, there would occur some mismatches which is a quite natural problem that has to be healed up in arranged marriage nominal.

According to my personal views, whether it’s love or arranged marriage; one must care, support and love his/her partner in the whole-life time with all the incrustations in WEALTH. Wealth in life does not means money or some happy moments only. Life is such a wide journey, where every-one have/has to face some variety of challenges which includes sorrows and irrelevant solvable problems though. What actually matters in a relationship are mutual understandings, adjustments, faith and mutual-trust on each-other. But today, a marriage is something which can be comparable with an INCOMPLETE ungainliness. We are living in a highly individualistic society, where couples are thrown in each other’s company far rather than having close contacts in between them. So a change is must for the better partnership for both these genders in a common relationship.But still, if our instincts is unable to tell us whom would be the right partner, then what could be the situation? We don’t want to leave it to chance. So we try to ensure that the partner is suitable. That’s why we usually try to choose someone with the same interests similar to us, someone from a similar background, someone with the same values, someone with whom have a lot on common. Will that be an apt choice? Anyway, let me conclude this topic with a brilliant quote about ‘RELATIONSHIP’ by one among the world-renowned romantic fiction writer. 🙂

“Happiness in marriage is entirely a matter of chance. If the dispositions of the parties are ever so well-known to each other or ever so similar beforehand, it does not advance their felicity in the least. They always continue to grow sufficiently unlike afterwards to have their share of vexation; and it is better to know as little as possible of the defects of the person with whom you are to pass your life.”
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   Jane Austen

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Thanks,
Rahul