She is mine

I pampered her all through the paths in my world.

Not with an unruffled objective,

But for the notary rights,

Semantic interests,

Explicit belief,

Harmonious wishes,

And ‘something‘ she owns in me.

I don’t know what it is,

Or why didn’t I ask her about it yet.

When she comes nearer to me,

A doubtless incarnation will spell around me.

She knows,

I’m ‘everything‘ for her.

But still, I don’t know,

Why she is more than ‘anything‘ for me.

When she kisses me,

I can’t keep my adrenaline rush to control the normal human desire,

Perhaps, they are just emotions;

Can be controlled or not?

I wish,

Nope, I could control it.

If I can’t,

What’s the difference between me and a rapist for her?

Engineering Spur

When I’m in for Engineering class schedules at college,

My mind vanishes off for being inside something STRANGE.

Is this what we commonly termed as LECTURES?

I’m walking around the corners of this disguising path,

Where there is a hopeful TARGET for my parent’s sake is inside me.

There isn’t much effort required for its completion,

But the extra HARD besides WORK, transforms it into a detestable state.

It’s still unknown for me about my absence in a delightful world,

That includes streams of personal concerns and interests.