Departure

I want to make sure that she wouldn’t walk away from me, that she doesn’t have the courage to leave me. I was astonished to understand her so many times in the past; I can’t understand her, anymore; she knows me very well. Life shrinks, mesmerizes and impregnates with the reverie petals of love. It reciprocates and makes me crazier to trespass into a history of story to be conquered from one’s lifeline; a story of my own rambling days in which no extra characters are included; a story of I and she expressing the light, chaste revelations of our love. A dreamy-fiery island covered by the unsettled clouds aloft our heads says it all. It gives me a hope for forgetting the hauntingly moments of departure beneath it. Because when we’re under the serenity of such erratic clouds, we’re hiding away from every other emotions except the ideal pace of love and its deception to amplify an invincible life of us.

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Statue

Sometimes feelings are just overwhelming statues;

With eyes and ears closed,

Bow in its sinuous mood,

Make scratches on your true heart,

And count stars yelling above your precipitous head.

If you can’t conquer anything from such garbled deflections,

This is the right time for you to raise your voices.

Raise your voices!

Alas! Raise your voices.

Don’t be so shy in front of an unswerving statue;

You are not deaf or dumb to alter for a strange icon.

No one is going to stop you;

Or at least please don’t try to change yourself for one,

Even if  that someone is whom you really do care about for so long.

In fact! This is your life.

Indeed! This is your life,

Though I’m not gonna exchange my visions to feed through it.

Tableau

It’s time for me to stay away from them;

I know that they hate me.

My heart lacks the entirety of happiness,

Intentions about the rising future,

And the absurd visions which they have in me.

But I can’t enforce their dreams in me;

I don’t know why?


It’s time for me to stay away from them;

I know that they hate me much more than as before now.

My heart reveals the toxic nature,

Static visuals inside it,

And the angular strings of the sins I did.

But they haven’t ever tried to understand me;

I don’t know why?

Am I being polite?

Different stages of this friable life,

Peeps into my manifold of vicarious dreams.

My imaginations exist in that overt screen,

In which the real-time shadow of life may conceal now.

The day when I see them as a reality,

Rationalize its comprehension,

Reject the vivid fallacious segments under it,

And live like a rational being accepting himself forever.

 PS: Wrote this piece when I completed reading the Mallu local writer Sri. Thakazhi Sivashankara Pillai’s most popular stories. According to my views, he is a remarkable legend in Malayalam literature who could play with the words simply in a profound, expressive and obscene way. Respects and salutes to you, Mashe! 🙂
Special credits to Revu for taking this polite looking pica of mine! 😀

Percipient 2013

goals-for-2013

As you all know, we’re almost behind the birth of an innovative year of expectations and hopes! May be, this year 2012 in which you’re IN now wouldn’t give satisfaction and promotion up to a limit which you have expected. You may have this year as memorable one with auspicious events or worst one ever. For me, this year wasn’t an amicable one filled with tangible stately incidents. But I must have to agree with the fact that, it was during this year my blog related works had started. Yeah! The birth of ‘Insight’ was in May, 2012 and it directly paved the paths for his owner to own such a great ecstatic writing space which was an unknown area for him before. I’m really blessed with this year in that arena. It was all because of this year, I’m still ON here. 😀 🙂

For me, 2013 can be considered as an year without any hopes or wishes. Not only for this year! I didn’t take any decisions regarding what to do or dreamt of simply and inaccurately for a spontaneous CHANGE before a New Year birth yet. I’m not a guy who is focusing on his near FUTURE coming ahead and lose his PRESENT via which he is living now. But there is ONE goal for this coming year which I would like to do as a special note. I’m glad to share it with you all as well. It’s not so an elaborated one though. 😛

“As a son, I will definitely spend much time with my family as far as I could during this 2013”

Now here comes the chance for you! Do you have any such specific goals to attain in this 2013? Feel free to share with this writer’s space. 🙂